It is numbness.
I can not explain how I feel except that I am numb. A tree would have more lively feelings than I at this moment.
I am numb on political issues, on my parents, and, on interactive relationship.
It is numbness. If one let numbness take charge, one would turn into a chunk of dead wood.
Just like awakening, I know I need to write to my wife and son. Better yet, I would start my writing project after a letter to my wife and son because I am determined that now is the right time.
My writing project starts with a book titled ‘Looking for Humanity’.